爱情不是一个人的事
所以你心里有什么想法
都可以跟我讲
哪怕是伤心的
只要肯分享
我已经心满意足了
因为我早就已经接受你的一切了
明白吗？
我爱你。
Friday, September 23, 2011
Monday, September 19, 2011
:'(
你有时给了我false hope
有时却把我送回原点
这很伤我自尊心
我已经不能退后
也下不了台
更不知该如何面对你，你们
最重要的是
我不知道该怎样面对自己！
如果你只是喜欢
被我疼的那种感觉
那更加侮辱了我！
不确定我的笑容
还能够撑多久
在我还没崩溃的时候。。。
有时却把我送回原点
这很伤我自尊心
我已经不能退后
也下不了台
更不知该如何面对你，你们
最重要的是
我不知道该怎样面对自己！
如果你只是喜欢
被我疼的那种感觉
那更加侮辱了我！
不确定我的笑容
还能够撑多久
在我还没崩溃的时候。。。
Sunday, September 18, 2011
19 Sept 2011
我守候在你家的门外
整个晚上都不离开
我想你靠在我的胸怀
我想将感觉留到 every night
走在嘈闹拥挤的人海
我想要好好感觉你的存在
望着遥远灰色的星海
一个人孤独的发呆
我依然还在等待
等待你会明白
一颗坚强的心在等你回来
风在吹让他擦去我脸上的泪
不要以为我真的无所谓！
你给我的感觉是时有时无
我很犹豫
或许
Crystal 说得对
是我想太多
。。。
原来
天真的是我不是你
一直深信
你会爱我的
为了不伤害我们之间的友情
可是
我们之间存在的
不是友情，也不是爱情
因为
我感觉不到
或许
我已经麻木了
一直告诉自己
不能那么软弱
就是做不到
每天一起床第一个就会想起你
不跟你说晚安也睡不着
生活中的点点滴滴
我都想与你分享
一直告诉自己
不能胡思乱想
不能自己幻想
但
你总会让我觉得我有希望
随后又亲手毁灭这美梦
我只想知道
你到底在想什么
我们
难道就不能
潇潇洒洒，果果断断地
。。。
我今天没去上课
只想自己一个人静思
我
为什么会那么软弱
我很自责
爱你。
我依然还在等待。。。
整个晚上都不离开
我想你靠在我的胸怀
我想将感觉留到 every night
走在嘈闹拥挤的人海
我想要好好感觉你的存在
望着遥远灰色的星海
一个人孤独的发呆
我依然还在等待
等待你会明白
一颗坚强的心在等你回来
风在吹让他擦去我脸上的泪
不要以为我真的无所谓！
你给我的感觉是时有时无
我很犹豫
或许
Crystal 说得对
是我想太多
。。。
原来
天真的是我不是你
一直深信
你会爱我的
为了不伤害我们之间的友情
可是
我们之间存在的
不是友情，也不是爱情
因为
我感觉不到
或许
我已经麻木了
一直告诉自己
不能那么软弱
就是做不到
每天一起床第一个就会想起你
不跟你说晚安也睡不着
生活中的点点滴滴
我都想与你分享
一直告诉自己
不能胡思乱想
不能自己幻想
但
你总会让我觉得我有希望
随后又亲手毁灭这美梦
我只想知道
你到底在想什么
我们
难道就不能
潇潇洒洒，果果断断地
。。。
我今天没去上课
只想自己一个人静思
我
为什么会那么软弱
我很自责
爱你。
我依然还在等待。。。
Monday, February 21, 2011
21 FEB 2011
Planning to sell Zangetsu.
My very first step in business.
Hopefully everything goes perfectly well as planned.
Target : College's Anime Society!
*Sounds like a plan~Evil minded!! Wakaka*
Currently working on the smoothening part.
Struggling between to or not to change the tsuba
*It just doesn't look perfect, FU X NGAM!
Plus, hopefully can get some better tools later on, from the sales.
Next target: Hyourinmaru and Katen Kyokotsu.
Ps: Desiring for wine ATM <3
'Project' will be done in approximately 14days.
Countdown : 14days
All the best and wish me luck!!
My very first step in business.
Hopefully everything goes perfectly well as planned.
Target : College's Anime Society!
*Sounds like a plan~Evil minded!! Wakaka*
Currently working on the smoothening part.
Struggling between to or not to change the tsuba
*It just doesn't look perfect, FU X NGAM!
Plus, hopefully can get some better tools later on, from the sales.
Next target: Hyourinmaru and Katen Kyokotsu.
Ps: Desiring for wine ATM <3
'Project' will be done in approximately 14days.
Countdown : 14days
All the best and wish me luck!!
Saturday, February 19, 2011
19 FEB 2011
Miss those good old days,
Sword making session especially.
So I designed another dagger, I supposed.
Will bring him to life tomorrow.
Hopefully this will be a better one,
because all the previous ones aren't satisfying enough.
Katen, Zangetsu and Xiao.
^ Btw, this is Katen
Hmmm, I shall get a name for him tonight.
Tomorrow will be a busy day~
<3 Wood Craft.
Friday, February 18, 2011
18 FEB 2011
This is like dam odd weih!
I'm back after that long period of time *almost 1year LOL*
SO BUSY OF ME!!!
btw,
New year new life, but not a good one though.
Suddenly felt like typing, so i ended up here.
Too much to b shared, so lets start with the heart breaking ones :(
First, today I did my worst presentation ever! Felt so useless of myself. After 7years in ACE with presentation every week/month, this is EPIC FAIL!
I was wondering, am I really me today?!
Michelle even said that she cant hear my voice, LOL. 1st time in my life. Joker lah!!
And I missed out alot stuff that I had planned to explain to the class. Gone case.
Due to bad planning and slides orientation. *skip that part*
GOD! I'm sorry TcChandrika! :(
Was emo the whole day, don't feel like talking to anyone.
I feel bad for didn't talk to Vivian during breaktime, I'm sorry dear! <3
I wanna say TQ my dear, for talking to me after that. Appreciate it. Love you to the max.
2. I was being so moody lately. TOO MUCH issue.
Sometimes I just wanna be alone or be with her, JUST HER <3
Listening to 'perfect nightmare' by Shontelle. Best song ever!
Liked the part where ' No Way x7' , describe my mood best.
I tried my best not to show my emo face in front of her, bt I just can't do it.
Yesterday, i nearly cried out in moral class and I don't know why!
Luckily i didn't, phewww :)
Plus, everyone was at CALebration tonight, what a day~
Ps: was actually not in mood to write anymore.
Sometimes, I felt that my designer temper makes me soooo suitable to be a designer :)
LOL
The Aussie trip was really a big eye opener for me, everything was on facebook d.
And I love charity work. So I did joined Taylor's Leo Club.LOL!
Too bad I missed the AGM.
Went pyramid with HuiYen to get Valentines present for Vivian <3
Here comes the big turning point in my life. COLLEGE!!!
TCSJ CAL'11 / PM10 rocks!!
Met alot of awesome dudes and babes, juniors and seniors, lengluis and lengzais.
Vivian's my love and HuiYen's my best friend.
HEY YOU2, THX FOR COMING INTO MY LIFE YAR!!
Vivian, I knew I pressured you too much previously, I'm sorry.
As you said, we need to know each other more first, I respect your decision.
Take things slowly :)
And I hope that you like the presents I gave you on Valentines.
Make it forever memorable.
Once again, I Love You <3
Couldn't write anymore, mood swing again!
CIAOZ!
FUCK my life!!
I'm back after that long period of time *almost 1year LOL*
SO BUSY OF ME!!!
btw,
New year new life, but not a good one though.
Suddenly felt like typing, so i ended up here.
Too much to b shared, so lets start with the heart breaking ones :(
First, today I did my worst presentation ever! Felt so useless of myself. After 7years in ACE with presentation every week/month, this is EPIC FAIL!
I was wondering, am I really me today?!
Michelle even said that she cant hear my voice, LOL. 1st time in my life. Joker lah!!
And I missed out alot stuff that I had planned to explain to the class. Gone case.
Due to bad planning and slides orientation. *skip that part*
GOD! I'm sorry TcChandrika! :(
Was emo the whole day, don't feel like talking to anyone.
I feel bad for didn't talk to Vivian during breaktime, I'm sorry dear! <3
I wanna say TQ my dear, for talking to me after that. Appreciate it. Love you to the max.
2. I was being so moody lately. TOO MUCH issue.
Sometimes I just wanna be alone or be with her, JUST HER <3
Listening to 'perfect nightmare' by Shontelle. Best song ever!
Liked the part where ' No Way x7' , describe my mood best.
I tried my best not to show my emo face in front of her, bt I just can't do it.
Yesterday, i nearly cried out in moral class and I don't know why!
Luckily i didn't, phewww :)
Plus, everyone was at CALebration tonight, what a day~
Ps: was actually not in mood to write anymore.
Sometimes, I felt that my designer temper makes me soooo suitable to be a designer :)
LOL
The Aussie trip was really a big eye opener for me, everything was on facebook d.
And I love charity work. So I did joined Taylor's Leo Club.LOL!
Too bad I missed the AGM.
Went pyramid with HuiYen to get Valentines present for Vivian <3
Here comes the big turning point in my life. COLLEGE!!!
TCSJ CAL'11 / PM10 rocks!!
Met alot of awesome dudes and babes, juniors and seniors, lengluis and lengzais.
Vivian's my love and HuiYen's my best friend.
HEY YOU2, THX FOR COMING INTO MY LIFE YAR!!
Vivian, I knew I pressured you too much previously, I'm sorry.
As you said, we need to know each other more first, I respect your decision.
Take things slowly :)
And I hope that you like the presents I gave you on Valentines.
Make it forever memorable.
Once again, I Love You <3
Couldn't write anymore, mood swing again!
CIAOZ!
FUCK my life!!
Thursday, March 4, 2010
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