18 FEB 2011

This is like dam odd weih!
I'm back after that long period of time *almost 1year LOL*
SO BUSY OF ME!!!
btw,
New year new life, but not a good one though.
Suddenly felt like typing, so i ended up here.
Too much to b shared, so lets start with the heart breaking ones :(

First, today I did my worst presentation ever! Felt so useless of myself. After 7years in ACE with presentation every week/month, this is EPIC FAIL!
I was wondering, am I really me today?!
Michelle even said that she cant hear my voice, LOL. 1st time in my life. Joker lah!!
And I missed out alot stuff that I had planned to explain to the class. Gone case.
Due to bad planning and slides orientation. *skip that part*
GOD! I'm sorry TcChandrika! :(
Was emo the whole day, don't feel like talking to anyone.
I feel bad for didn't talk to Vivian during breaktime, I'm sorry dear! <3
I wanna say TQ my dear, for talking to me after that. Appreciate it. Love you to the max.

2. I was being so moody lately. TOO MUCH issue.
Sometimes I just wanna be alone or be with her, JUST HER <3
Listening to 'perfect nightmare' by Shontelle. Best song ever!
Liked the part where ' No Way x7' , describe my mood best.
I tried my best not to show my emo face in front of her, bt I just can't do it.
Yesterday, i nearly cried out in moral class and I don't know why!
Luckily i didn't, phewww :)
Plus, everyone was at CALebration tonight, what a day~

Ps: was actually not in mood to write anymore.
Sometimes, I felt that my designer temper makes me soooo suitable to be a designer :)
LOL

The Aussie trip was really a big eye opener for me, everything was on facebook d.
And I love charity work. So I did joined Taylor's Leo Club.LOL!
Too bad I missed the AGM.
Went pyramid with HuiYen to get Valentines present for Vivian <3

Here comes the big turning point in my life. COLLEGE!!!
TCSJ CAL'11 / PM10 rocks!!
Met alot of awesome dudes and babes, juniors and seniors, lengluis and lengzais.
Vivian's my love and HuiYen's my best friend.
HEY YOU2, THX FOR COMING INTO MY LIFE YAR!!

Vivian, I knew I pressured you too much previously, I'm sorry.
As you said, we need to know each other more first, I respect your decision.
Take things slowly :)
And I hope that you like the presents I gave you on Valentines.
Make it forever memorable.
Once again, I Love You <3

Couldn't write anymore, mood swing again!
CIAOZ!
FUCK my life!!